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Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Pappa...

Pappa...

My Handsome DAD... :)
u r the 1st man in my life.
u r the 1st hero of my life.
u r my idol, whom i follow blindly.
u r my source of inspiration, which never diminishes.

i love the way u kept us before urself.
i love the way u brought me up, it is just perfect.
i love the way u spanked me (not literally... :P ).
i love the way u can't show ur love expressively.

u have removed my insecurities.
u made me the 'head turner', that i am today.
u let me follow my heart.
u never caged me...but that is what that...that actually caged me.

i love the way, u allow me to test the waters.
i love the way, u always stood beside me...just in case i need u.
i love the way, u r never bored of my ramblings or silence.
i love the way, u have made me the person i am today.

u r the one who made me a 'woman' of my words.
u r the one who made me buddy of buddies.
u r the one who taught what real happiness n real satisfaction is.
u r the one who taught me how to live LIFE...with all its ups n downs.

Thank you papaa.
love you tons.
n yes...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY......... YOU totally ROCK!!!

My Dad's other side... :p

Me and My Family

those smiles r the one to die for... :)


Monday, December 10, 2012

Turning point at Dagshai


Statutory warning: This post is extremely long and written as a re-account. The post is completely in a flowing fashion, one thread leads to the other. It might even appear non-coherent. So continue at your own risk… :P
My school- Army Public School, Ambala Cantt (2004-08)

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Water…Water???...Yes Water!!!




I hate extremities.
The way it is surging high some day,
And plunging down the other.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Sheer Madness...


One of my friends Raman told me today to just have the madness and enjoy…why I should care about someone else… I am sure the talk started with do what u like in life… n slowly it dragged into others might get hurt… huh… now that’s funny I agree… though I don’t intend to explain… but I would like to ask what should you do… if you want to scream at your friend… throw some foul words as token of love… let’s say for a small mistake of course… that screaming would definitely help me out… but definitely at the cost of hurting other one… and I have lost a dear friend of mine this way… I hurt her badly… even after four years she was not over it… she met me in the market… she came to me (on insistence by her father)… even hugged me… but all that was fake… you can make that…she was gone… gone for sure… hope someday she reads this… but there is no hope… I have no contact with her… so it’s better to keep quite… as people say I am generous… kuch dinon me maaf to kr hi deti hoon (conditions apply… galti choti ho… n iska scale sirf mere paas hi hai lol)… 

so … so yeah, I am not doing that again…screaming part… but man ki bhadas kahin to nikalni thi, so nikal li… k*m**n* bhi padh le bas… thodi pagalpanti bi jaroori hai… LOL

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Always with you…


I put myself in thou feet
Always ready
For all surprises and opportunities
With arms wide open.

I’ll never say no
For the ride
You’ll take me to
That’s my faith on you.

But please remove the flaws
From where I can read the truth
Or make me ignorant
Not to understand a bit.
 
It’s funny … how I think
I am alone… ;)
Please give me strength
So that I am not lost.

But in the way
No one should be hurt
Buddies are not made in a day
Neither are they left just like that.

Never thought
My words could play against me
But You know
I never mean, what I shouldn’t mean.

Yours faithfully
Not afraid of the right
Humbly ready to stand always
With you by my side.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

BREAK FREE



Few walls to be slashed down
To lay bare
But if people stare
People… what people
Who cares.

It’s the fear
That was holding dear
So, yeah thought came near
Why not breakfree then and there.

May be… yes, may be
I am left unnoticed
Who has the time to wait?
And yes it is so… ha ha
Saw it today.

Really enjoyed breaking one more fear
Yeah loved to be more free
Dimensions broadened
And personality strengthened.

Many realizations came so far
And many yet to come
Why… tell me why
Each day is a new lesson?
Will I be a student lifelong.

Oh… wait
Atleast I am learning
In a way growing
So this way it is a better wiring

Continue to face
And deface, better said reface.
Break free and let the fears
Be in face with your face.
(acha lagta hai… )

Friday, June 8, 2012

Are U Practising well ???


You must be wondering practicing… what???
Abhi kuch der me sa-prasang vyakhya karti hoon…;)

Recently I came across a blog and was so much intrigued by the fact ‘NET PRACTISING’ that I was urged to share it. This is altogether more interesting for girls coz this is a humorous excerpt from conversation of B-Talk (boys’talk…;p). 

I loved the new dimension and meaning to the word “net practice”. Hope you will also like and think about it (seriously). So here it goes…

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AAP BEETI BY A BOY WHO IS BEING TAUGHT ABOUT NET PRACTISING…

 
Hum 5 ladke the, 4 ek hi college se aur 1 bahar se. Hostel ke sade khane se pak ke, humne pas k dhabe se khana khaya aur do mitra janon ne thodi si chada li. Fr hum baithe khule aasman k neeche aur shuru ho gayi discussion. Lets name the chaps as A, B, C (from same clg) and X from different clg.
Now into that night…

Our conversation started with Dehradun ki vaadiyan which was soon followed by a guy with a mischievous twinkle in his eyes enquiring about the ‘bandi status’ of the other and the person caught in the dock trying to explain at length as to why one should totally trust him when he says “I have other priorities you know…”.This, combined with loads of laughter, was turning out into quite a night until the attention deviated towards something I have always loved to hate, i.e., undivided attention on me.

B- toh customer ji, aap bade shant hain. (After a pause) kya bat hai …tu banda sahi hai, isliye mera farz banta hai ki tujhe kuch life k funde bataun. You should have a bandi… aur kaise…ye me batata hoon.
(With some seriousness in air and B turning into a Love Guru, he continued.)
Haan to customer dekh, you know D and E and they are good friends of yours?

Me- hmm to…

B- and you also know their girlfriends D1 and E1 who are also friends of yours?

Me- haan ..yours too I guess.

B- bus aur kya . there’s nothing more to say. Increase your friendship with them as in try to be their confidant. Make sure that they confide everything in you.

C-abey… customer ko tu kya funde de raha hai?

B- hold on …phle meri bat sun… dekh bhai that way you will get to know more about their relationship.

Me-acha, aur kyon?

B-ghade, you have to keep looking for the right opportunity. When you learn that their relationship is going through a rough patch, apna shot mario… that very moment you have to become active boss. Give random funda to D about D1 and the other way round as well. Sahi time pe sahi shot hi kam aayega.

Me- mtlab, me apne dost ki gf ko pata loon unki relationship tudwake??

B-There you go, my boy (eyes almost brimming with tears). ladka samajh gaya!!!

(While what had become a complete laugh riot for others, the seriousness on B’s face was somewhat unnerving)

Me- and you expect me to break my friendship with D. I would never do that.

B-you don’t need to. Agar wo tera sacha dost hai to, teri bhavanaon jaroor samjhega.

Me- come on .. D1 and E1 are ..are like my sisters

B-sahi funda hai bhidu. This is a foolproof mechanism of getting closer. Shower your brotherly affection on her…baki to jannat hai (trying to wink… ;) ).
B-dude, you are not taking me seriously. Pata hai… not hitting on girls is a crime

Me- a what?

B-yes, you heard it right. It’s totally illegal man. Liking a girl or not is immaterial dude. You have to hit on them for your own sake. You have to do the net practice.

Me- net practice?? (Laughter giving way to curiosity)

B-haan, you have to do the net practice. Tu toh tennis bhi khelta hai… U must have done a lot of net practice there…

Me- han, wo wali…
(Interrupting me)

B- In the same way, you need to have the practice in case of girls too. Soch if Federer bina net practice kiye hue Wimbledon final pahuch jaata toh, then think of the plight he would have landed himself into. Uska toh band baj jaata. Getting my point?

.Me- Go on…

B- So sometime in the future when you actually meet the girl you were always looking for, it will be the same thing as playing a Wimbledon final without any practice. Your failure then will make you think as well as regret the fact that you didn’t have adequate practice.

X- sahi bol raha hai B, man this is the truth.

B- (Seeing my unconvinced face) abey, sun. Things like “I am not interested” and “I have other things to do” are absolutely unacceptable. The thing is that you have to do it not because you are interested in doing it. You have to do it for the one, when you finally meet the one, it would be unfair to her if you do not have enough practice. So you need to do all kinds of affairs and ‘pataoing’ right now. Basically, tuje net practice karni chahiye. (Tone getting louder and emotional)
Dude, you owe it to her. You owe it to the one. You can’t be unfair to her.

(2 minutes of pin drop silence followed by C trying hard to kill a machar troubling his face. In the end, he was unsuccessful and machar chakma deke bhag gayi. Anyway…)

X (to B)- to teri net practice kaisi chal ri hai?

B-(stammering) theek-thak… (After a pause) khak practice… yahan to net hi ni hai to practice kya khak karunga.

(And all broke into a new wave of laughter…:D )
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So winding up, do you really think net practice works?...apne vichar jaroor batayein…;)
Did you do your net practice today???